Me

When I started my blog, just over two years ago, I was so fearful about it being discovered by people who knew me. Maintaining absolute anonymity was paramount. Hence calling myself serenely sanguine (that’s not really my name) and never sharing proper pics. I was scared Ex would find my blog. Scared I’d be caught…

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I’m not doing very well with the promise I made to myself to blog at least once a week. Must do better. I’m done the catch ups though. I found them depressing. I don’t want to focus on the shit. I’m sick of the shit. I’ve had enough of the sick. Today is (or rather…

Catch up#4 FriENDS

This is a complex one. It will be rambling. Well done if you make it to the end. I suspect you won’t! Pre-bomb I had a very active social. I had a core group of people I considered to be real friends – my oldest pal S (we met when we were 9), people who’d…

Catch Up#2 Anxiety

Anxiety blighted most of 2017. It’s appearance blindsided me. I had mental health issues in my teens. My mum leaving when I was 4 and not returning until I was 9; my folks having a turbulent time trying to mend their fractured relationship (my dad had an affair in retaliation to my mum’s); me being…

Catch Up#1 – Absentee

When I named my blog, I had no idea about the changes divorce brings. I was so naive. So unprepared for the mental and emotional onslaught. Even so, it seems I was right. Divorce does change EVERYTHING. There’s lots of things I have not shared in a coherent way. Because writing them down means really…

DCE is 2 years old

It was my blog’s birthday yesterday (the 11th). It is 2 years old. Still in it’s infancy, but now a fully fledged toddler. Happy birthday dear DCE. A whole two years since I began DCE. Mostly, I did it for me. As a desperate attempt to try shed- or at least ease – the crushing…