Kindness

Kindness. I have blogged about that a few times before. Kindness. My greatest strength. My greatest weakness. Even now, 20 months post bomb. Even now, with the divorce dragging on. Even now, after all the awful things that have been said. Even now, after having not seen our children for nearly two months. Even now,…

Say Goodbye

Over the last few months, I have made so much progress. I've confronted my demons. Let the sadness out. Dealt with the pain properly. It hasn't been easy. In fact, it's been fucking hard. But it was necessary. Yesterday, at the first court hearing, I confirmed to myself just how far I have come. Of…

Battle

The other night I was messing around on Facebook… one of my guilty pleasures I haven’t had time for recently. This app popped up… what will be the most important thing to happen to you this month… most people in my news feed were getting ‘you’ll meet a special man’.  I got the above… you’ll…

Counting

‘Oh, uh oh, you’re changing your heart Oh, uh oh, you know who you are’ And breath… The intensive five week training course – a prerequisite for my new job – ended last Friday.  The course was a combination of school centred learning (where I had to plan and teach lessons), university lectures (as well…

And I Miss You…

…dear blog. And my WP buddies. Life has been brutal over the last three weeks. My dear dad’s recovery has been hampered by a string of infections and bugs. His road to mending is going to be a long one.  The new job is insanely busy and pressured. Like nothing I’ve known before. I’m leaving…