Ghost Hunting

Constantly Obsessively Checking the phone Expecting to see a message Even though I know One isn’t there Because I have Constantly Obsessively Been listening For the ping The silence Says it all Ghosting

Used

Used and abused Again and again What is wrong with me! Why can’t I see The signs and patterns Before it turns Into degradation Keep flirtation From getting out of hand Stick to what I planned: Retain my self respect; Don’t be desperate to connect; No feelings of inferiority; Keep self worth the absolute priority…

Lockdown

WordPress has changed since I last posted. The editor is different. It took my ages to figure out how to post a YouTube video. I think it’s worked. The link is for a song… check it out… after reading, obvs. It’s been a while since I’ve posted. I’ve regularly read blogs from the wonderful sites…

Apology

Since getting into streaming music, I was in the Amazon Prime Unlimited camp. Flute Boy invited me to join his Spotify family so we could share songs. I quickly became hooked. When I ended it, I kept using it: I’d built playlists and liked the mixes it suggested and the radios. I didn’t feel bad…

Love Made Me Do It… Part 3

Part 2 ended with My One ending it. Abruptly. Unexpectedly. I had sensed a change in him but didn’t for one minute think it was terminal. I was anticipating a discussion. Thought he’d share with me what had being preoccupying him/making him behave differently. In my mind, nothing had occurred that was of magnitude to…

Love Made Me Do It… Part 1

Back in September last year, after yet another dating episode came to nothing (with Mountain Man), I decided I had to stop the cycle. My friend S had bought me a book, Women who Love Too Much. Reading it led me to diagnose myself as a ‘love addict’ – which in retrospect reinforced my feelings…