Used

Used and abused Again and again What is wrong with me! Why can’t I see The signs and patterns Before it turns Into degradation Keep flirtation From getting out of hand Stick to what I planned: Retain my self respect; Don’t be desperate to connect; No feelings of inferiority; Keep self worth the absolute priority…

Lockdown

WordPress has changed since I last posted. The editor is different. It took my ages to figure out how to post a YouTube video. I think it’s worked. The link is for a song… check it out… after reading, obvs. It’s been a while since I’ve posted. I’ve regularly read blogs from the wonderful sites…

Apology

Since getting into streaming music, I was in the Amazon Prime Unlimited camp. Flute Boy invited me to join his Spotify family so we could share songs. I quickly became hooked. When I ended it, I kept using it: I’d built playlists and liked the mixes it suggested and the radios. I didn’t feel bad…

Love Made Me Do It… Part 3

Part 2 ended with My One ending it. Abruptly. Unexpectedly. I had sensed a change in him but didn’t for one minute think it was terminal. I was anticipating a discussion. Thought he’d share with me what had being preoccupying him/making him behave differently. In my mind, nothing had occurred that was of magnitude to…

Love Made Me Do It… Part 1

Back in September last year, after yet another dating episode came to nothing (with Mountain Man), I decided I had to stop the cycle. My friend S had bought me a book, Women who Love Too Much. Reading it led me to diagnose myself as a ‘love addict’ – which in retrospect reinforced my feelings…

Happy Divorce-anniversary to me

One year. On the 10th. I’m 26 minutes late. But I’ve been busy. Enjoying life. My midweek pub quiz night out with my pals. Life goes on. Life. Having one. Made by me. For me. Life is good!