Seeing

‘The soul, (un)fortunately, has an interpreter – often an unconscious but still a faithful interpreter – in the eye.’ Jane Eyre. Charlotte Brontë. Yesterday was better than Friday. I felt a bit brighter. Less consumed. Today, I’m back down again. I woke around 4 am. I was crying. I must have been dreaming about him again.…

Damaged

‘Sweet summer days when I was feeling so fine. Just you and me girl was a beautiful time. Oh yeah, said I felt so happy, my my my. I was through with doubt and pain. All the love I felt hasn’t been in vain. Got damaged, I got damaged, I got damaged, I lost myself…

Brave

‘It’s OKAY to be scared. Being scared means you’re about to do something really, really brave.’ Mandy Hale. It’s difficult to explain, or put into words, the intense feelings I had about the prospect of dating. I’ve not dated since I was 18. I’ve not dated since the early 1990s. I’m a novice. I feel…