I am BACK!!!

The sadness that has consumed me over the last few days has finally lifted. Blessed relief. I made a tough decision regarding the divorce. I think holding off/not acting was part of the problem. Even though my decision goes against my natural inclinations, it has helped calm my disquieted mind. Divorce makes you act in…

High and Dry

When something as massive as the end of a marriage occurs you spend a lot of your days not really ‘being there’. It creates an absence. A vacancy. It consumes. Literally and absolutely. So while, on the surface, you’re functioning, doing, performing, getting on with it. Every action. Every second of every day. Is affected.…

Happy now?

My Love is Cool by Wolf Alice is currently one of my favourite albums. I have it playing in the background, whilst I am typing away on my computer working. This song… Blush… made me think. All of this began because Ex was ‘unhappy’. Deleting me was supposed to rectify this. Over 8 months since…

Alone

In Respite I mentioned that I do not regularly get a break from solo parenting. With the commencement of my job, Ex had to step up. I have to work three days before the children return to school. I had no other options for child care. So far, I have been home alone for three nights and…