It’s 16 months and three weeks since the bomb was dropped.
And I think I am finally really feeling the sadness and beginning to properly release the pain.
Over the last two weeks, I have been very tearful. I can’t hold back the tears when I talk about it/him/us (I haven’t done that for well over a year). Songs are making me cry. So are films. Anything and everything is setting me off.
But I am feeling better for it.