Unleashing the pain

It’s 16 months and three weeks since the bomb was dropped.

And I think I am finally really feeling the sadness and beginning to properly release the pain.

Over the last two weeks, I have been very tearful. I can’t hold back the tears when I talk about it/him/us (I haven’t done that for well over a year). Songs are making me cry. So are films. Anything and everything is setting me off.

It hurts.

But I am feeling better for it.

3 thoughts on “Unleashing the pain

  1. SS, sorry you are going through this. But it is I think helpful to release those feelings, too. To feel them, let them come out and then you can get to what’s next. Hang in there. Big hugs!

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