So What

Another fucking wedding anniversary. 23 years today. I was so sure last year would be the last. So sure. I never imagined the divorce would drag on and on like it is doing. It is scandalous that the legal process is so slow and costs so much. Ridiculous! Unlike last year, where I still felt…

Her Life…

…wasn’t meant to be like this, Trapped in the abyss! She tried to power through, Create life anew, For so long, too long, Now she’s disappeared; gone. Stress is the victor, Well and truly kicked her. It’s claiming its toll: She’s shattered, no longer whole. Vulnerable, scared, fearful, Confused, overwhelmed, tearful.  

Hero

I’m trying to find the hero in me. Trying to be strong. Trying to be brave. Trying to hold it together. Trying to float. But it is not working. I’m sinking. Lower than I’ve sank before. The hero has gone. All that is left is a scared, vulnerable, confused, emotional wreck. I am worried this…

The Opening

When there’s so much darkness closing in Just swerve around slowly You’ll find an opening A light will appear like an animal between the trees There you’ll find your pocket of peace Make a perfect circle, it’s all around you Put your mark on the map anywhere or nowhere It’s up to you, it’s not…