Channeling Kimmy

My mindset is shifting. Thank f*ck for that. The positive attitude and optimistic outlook, which steadfastly carried me through 2016, but have waxed and waned in 2017, are returning with full, steady, force. I’m coming out of the fog. The anxiety is dissipating. The uncertainties that have unsettled me so much have either been resolved…

Signs

If you read my blog, you’ll know I like Coelho’s notion of pursuing one’s personal legend. Coelho considers following your personal legend or blessings is key to achieving fulfilment. See his blog 12 steps to fulfillment for a brief overview. One of the ways to do this is ‘reading the signs’. Coelho states: this is an individual…

Happy Easter! 

The first, in 22 years, without my babies. My eldest is with his partner. My other two are with their dad. Have been since 12.06 on Friday. Will not be home until tomorrow afternoon (time not specified). I’m not sure if it’s a product of my counselling sessions – which I’m loving, so pleased I…

How times change

Today is my eldest child’s birthday. He is two little ducks (or 22 for those not familiar bingo calling number lingo). I have been ill for nearly two weeks now (stress effects strike again me thinks). An ear infection that even antibiotics is not shifting. I am battling on, but I feel and sound shocking.…

Butterfly 

Today, March 17, St Patrick’s day. Would have been our 23rd anniversary of becoming a couple. Still, after all of these years, our first ‘coupling’ encounter is so vivid. We’d been friends for months. There was clearly a mutual attraction. But, tonight, 23 years ago, powered by the confidence that only several pints of Guinness…