I Love Too Much

In my post yesterday Too Much… I talked about reaching a watershed moment. My attitude towards dating, towards being in a relationship with a man, must change. I need to stop the cycle I’ve been in. It’s destructive and damaging my wellbeing. My latest attempt to date ended on Tuesday. Typically, I would have been…

Too Much…

…. is never enough. Or it used to be. I have had enough. I’ve had a real watershed moment this week. It’s been a long time coming. And even though I’m in pain and struggling, I think the time has come when I’m actually going to heal properly. I’ve posted before about my dating exploits…

So What

Another fucking wedding anniversary. 23 years today. I was so sure last year would be the last. So sure. I never imagined the divorce would drag on and on like it is doing. It is scandalous that the legal process is so slow and costs so much. Ridiculous! Unlike last year, where I still felt…

Greece is the word

Borrowing a line from one of my fav teen flicks. Not the right spelling, I know.  But Greece is where I is at. And it’s just what the children and I needed. My daughter is laughing and smiling. No daddy bedtime tears for two nights running now… what a relief. My son is chatting away…

Worth it

Posting about my inner demons. Like yesterday’s one on anxiety. Sometimes helps so much. Releasing them. Putting them down in black and white. Receiving words of support and encouragement (thank you Struth my wonderful friend). Seems to make them less powerful.  After Struth’s comments, I started to think, you know what, I am worth it. …