Moved

It’s been a while since I posted. Again. I must get more disciplined. But this time, not for the usual reasons. For excellent, wonderful, glorious ones. I’ve moved house. It’s been full on, with starting the new job I only took moving day off. I moved out of the matrimonial home – the place I…

I’m Free!!!

Confirmation arrived today. The judge granted decree absolute on April 10th. I am FREE. It is over. 2 years 3 months and 1 day since Ex dropped the bomb. I finally have closure. I can start building the new me. Beyond elated. So so so HAPPY!!!

Safe (I don’t feel it)

Laying on the living room floor. In tears. Crying bucket loads. Listening to music. Woeful tunes. Unhelpful. But I can’t help it. Too many martinis… stirred not shaken… 007 Daniel Craig stylie… he’s not bothered if they are shaken or stirred. Mind racing. Heart racing. I don’t feel safe. An alien concept, I abore. I…

Time

Time. That is the nub! Here lies the rub. Too much time. Time is always on my mind. Time. Two long long years. No end in sight, increases the fears. Milestones come and go. Time is always on my mind. Time. The great healer? Yes. In some respects, I guess. I no longer love him,…