Too Much…

…. is never enough. Or it used to be. I have had enough. I’ve had a real watershed moment this week. It’s been a long time coming. And even though I’m in pain and struggling, I think the time has come when I’m actually going to heal properly. I’ve posted before about my dating exploits…

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I’m not doing very well with the promise I made to myself to blog at least once a week. Must do better. I’m done the catch ups though. I found them depressing. I don’t want to focus on the shit. I’m sick of the shit. I’ve had enough of the sick. Today is (or rather…

Still…

Still not right Lost my fight Can’t find my spark Trapped in the dark The smallest thing Sends me reeling Wish I could shake it Or even fake it God, I miss the light I just want to feel alright